P.A.R.E.N.T.S

dont do this , dont do that .
sounds familiar .365days .repeating yet repeating .
pause it , u cant .forward it , the same .rewind it,dare you to .
parents .PARENTS ! love yet bothering ?BOTHERING !
like they are always controling your life ? nagging your stuff ?
checking on your friends ? stalking where are you heading ?
okay .fine .that sounds exaggerated . they do .
its like they are born to do so .i mean professional .
maybe some parents wont , but i would say mostly would .
just because u split something,accidentally. just because u go out late at night ,to have just a bit of fun .
just because u failed your history ,so what . no big deal .
just because u argued with your siblings or cousins ,they started it.
just because u are rude , anything ,its not offensive !
they will look at your face in that angry red yet horrible eyes , and shout at u .
it is indeed a crime so not to commit !
there is this stupid bullshit quote .
spare the rod , and u spoil the child .
thanks to this so called quote .i got a great issue with this so called rod .
those days , i scream , i jump , i hide , i cry . no matter what attempts i tried ,uselss. i guess my parents are too good for me . i mean ,i cant escape from them , the canning , the everything .
pain , hatred , revenge .
that is what i odd to think . when the canning is successfully carried out .
that is how my childhood works , u split the shit ,u pay for it ,u can run from it ,but in the end , u cant do anything about it , all these cannings still await .
sweet yet memorable .
but come to think of it .
without them , i would say , i am nothing .
they gave me life .they gave me what i am now .they gave me light and direction .
i would say the knowledge , the support , the education ,last but not least ,
their love .
9 months , your mum took the courage yet all the shit from her , i would say her life,just to gain the hope of having u .
the pain ,beyond excruciating , that words cant described , just to deliver you .
to take u as their child .for ?for ? nothing .
the exhaustion , the sweat , the pressure , to raise u up .for ? for ? nothing .
they work like a cow , under the unbearable sun , the scorching heat , just to earn the food u are having now .for ?for ?nothing .
yes,they do cane u , reprimand u ,set all these so called rules for u to follow .just hoping you to become a well principled and diciplined person .but for ? for what ?
nothing .
every move , every step , every tear they eventually shed . is meant for u .
for ?for ?nothing .
nothing . there is for one point yet reason they did all this crap , took all this shit , gain all this pressure , all this pain , shed all this endless tears , to raise u up .
from a non-stop crying ,annoying ,disturbing child to a grown up adult .and what they get in return ?
for those endless night , the process of raising u up . it is more like burning money yet all their time and part of their life , just hoping that u would become a better person .
what they eventually gain ? NOTHING .
what they eventually got ? NOTHING .
what they eventually have ?NOTHING .
but you ?EVERYTHING .every single piece of love they gave you .
but why ? why ?why it is so .
parents .that is what they are . you and mine . parents .
if they could , i would say , they would burn every single shit out of themselves , just to get u going through the daily life , sacrificing everything they could ,
just to see you pass through the process of life , with success .
just to see you holding triump and victory , that others hardly can .
they just want us to become someone usefull in this so called life .
SATISFIED ?YES.THEY ARE .simple yet torchering process for them to achieve .
parents . sigh . wonderfull yet loving .sacrificing yet the same loving . till death , yes . they are . to u and to me .
under estimate them , never will i ,
for the things they did , for the love they sacrifice .
for no return . for no return .
through all this process , they are getting older and older .
it is indeed the turn for us to take care of them and the same time to play their role , as PARENTS .
it is a routine , i would say .this is how love flows .
though sometimes they are abit nagging and indeed demanding ,
but all they care is for our own good , for our so called future .
so , bear with it . it is not gonna kill you,take your life or something .
recall the hardship your parents gone through to raise u,
and this is how u treat them ,yelling at them , throwing tantrums at them ,
calling them to get out of your life , telling them u will be better without them .
heartaching , for the pain they undergo all these years to raise u.
this is what they get ?
the odd part is , i sometimes get to understand my parents as time passes .
parents again . not long lasting . treasure them .as they will eventually die .
their love , yet will forever be remembered .i love my parents . so do u .

nobody dies a virgin .cause in the end .life fuck us all .so bear with it ;p

i believe there is no perfection in this so called world . it gives me the feeling that i am the only one living in this so called life .eventually all of us will get into deep sleep when we are old yet by ages of exhaustion where they so called this death . imagine will there be life after death . whatever it is .
people is working for nothing . they work , they yield ,they perspire ,they fall ,they cry , but in the end ,
they die .
i cant convince myself is there another positive side of doing all this without realising ,
we are pacing our footstep closer to nothing but death ,for if there is , hell .
everyday , the same routine . the same events . the same people .
will all this come to an end . but what i mean in this end , is not death ,
but something more rewarding ,rather than going to hell .
people . people . people .
jobs . jobs .jobs .
work . work .work .
but there is one aspect that i hate the most from all of this is ,
the older u get , the bigger the responsibilities u are gaining .
i rather be gaining fats rather than all this bullshit responsibilities .
sometimes i just wonder can i get back to the past ,
when i was a small baby ,where i need not to care anything .
but that sounds stupid ,right .no matter what it is ,
we will all eventually die .
sorry . i dont believe in THE-all MIGHTY so called
GOD . i only believe in reality .all the things u do , all the stuff u bullshit , is on urself ,is like you are what you are . there is no God . no nothing .thats me .
to me , life is just a process .
when it meets its end . its done with us . nothing . just done .thats all . sad yet pathetic .
diseases . injuries .wounds .fights . it is just a summary of torcherous process where we all undergo .
wars , politics ,economics , whatever it is . everything is not long lasting . and not stable .
thats life .u can just walk across the road , avoid being hit by a car , avoid everything ,
but in the end , u cant avoid death .
i just wana say, to all the people outside , enjoy life , i dont believe in God ,there might be these so called angels , but no matter what it is , try your best , to craft your own life , get the best fuck of life , where death will meet you in the end from all this crap of bullshit .