nobody dies a virgin .cause in the end .life fuck us all .so bear with it ;p

i believe there is no perfection in this so called world . it gives me the feeling that i am the only one living in this so called life .eventually all of us will get into deep sleep when we are old yet by ages of exhaustion where they so called this death . imagine will there be life after death . whatever it is .
people is working for nothing . they work , they yield ,they perspire ,they fall ,they cry , but in the end ,
they die .
i cant convince myself is there another positive side of doing all this without realising ,
we are pacing our footstep closer to nothing but death ,for if there is , hell .
everyday , the same routine . the same events . the same people .
will all this come to an end . but what i mean in this end , is not death ,
but something more rewarding ,rather than going to hell .
people . people . people .
jobs . jobs .jobs .
work . work .work .
but there is one aspect that i hate the most from all of this is ,
the older u get , the bigger the responsibilities u are gaining .
i rather be gaining fats rather than all this bullshit responsibilities .
sometimes i just wonder can i get back to the past ,
when i was a small baby ,where i need not to care anything .
but that sounds stupid ,right .no matter what it is ,
we will all eventually die .
sorry . i dont believe in THE-all MIGHTY so called
GOD . i only believe in reality .all the things u do , all the stuff u bullshit , is on urself ,is like you are what you are . there is no God . no nothing .thats me .
to me , life is just a process .
when it meets its end . its done with us . nothing . just done .thats all . sad yet pathetic .
diseases . injuries .wounds .fights . it is just a summary of torcherous process where we all undergo .
wars , politics ,economics , whatever it is . everything is not long lasting . and not stable .
thats life .u can just walk across the road , avoid being hit by a car , avoid everything ,
but in the end , u cant avoid death .
i just wana say, to all the people outside , enjoy life , i dont believe in God ,there might be these so called angels , but no matter what it is , try your best , to craft your own life , get the best fuck of life , where death will meet you in the end from all this crap of bullshit .