P.A.R.E.N.T.S

dont do this , dont do that .
sounds familiar .365days .repeating yet repeating .
pause it , u cant .forward it , the same .rewind it,dare you to .
parents .PARENTS ! love yet bothering ?BOTHERING !
like they are always controling your life ? nagging your stuff ?
checking on your friends ? stalking where are you heading ?
okay .fine .that sounds exaggerated . they do .
its like they are born to do so .i mean professional .
maybe some parents wont , but i would say mostly would .
just because u split something,accidentally. just because u go out late at night ,to have just a bit of fun .
just because u failed your history ,so what . no big deal .
just because u argued with your siblings or cousins ,they started it.
just because u are rude , anything ,its not offensive !
they will look at your face in that angry red yet horrible eyes , and shout at u .
it is indeed a crime so not to commit !
there is this stupid bullshit quote .
spare the rod , and u spoil the child .
thanks to this so called quote .i got a great issue with this so called rod .
those days , i scream , i jump , i hide , i cry . no matter what attempts i tried ,uselss. i guess my parents are too good for me . i mean ,i cant escape from them , the canning , the everything .
pain , hatred , revenge .
that is what i odd to think . when the canning is successfully carried out .
that is how my childhood works , u split the shit ,u pay for it ,u can run from it ,but in the end , u cant do anything about it , all these cannings still await .
sweet yet memorable .
but come to think of it .
without them , i would say , i am nothing .
they gave me life .they gave me what i am now .they gave me light and direction .
i would say the knowledge , the support , the education ,last but not least ,
their love .
9 months , your mum took the courage yet all the shit from her , i would say her life,just to gain the hope of having u .
the pain ,beyond excruciating , that words cant described , just to deliver you .
to take u as their child .for ?for ? nothing .
the exhaustion , the sweat , the pressure , to raise u up .for ? for ? nothing .
they work like a cow , under the unbearable sun , the scorching heat , just to earn the food u are having now .for ?for ?nothing .
yes,they do cane u , reprimand u ,set all these so called rules for u to follow .just hoping you to become a well principled and diciplined person .but for ? for what ?
nothing .
every move , every step , every tear they eventually shed . is meant for u .
for ?for ?nothing .
nothing . there is for one point yet reason they did all this crap , took all this shit , gain all this pressure , all this pain , shed all this endless tears , to raise u up .
from a non-stop crying ,annoying ,disturbing child to a grown up adult .and what they get in return ?
for those endless night , the process of raising u up . it is more like burning money yet all their time and part of their life , just hoping that u would become a better person .
what they eventually gain ? NOTHING .
what they eventually got ? NOTHING .
what they eventually have ?NOTHING .
but you ?EVERYTHING .every single piece of love they gave you .
but why ? why ?why it is so .
parents .that is what they are . you and mine . parents .
if they could , i would say , they would burn every single shit out of themselves , just to get u going through the daily life , sacrificing everything they could ,
just to see you pass through the process of life , with success .
just to see you holding triump and victory , that others hardly can .
they just want us to become someone usefull in this so called life .
SATISFIED ?YES.THEY ARE .simple yet torchering process for them to achieve .
parents . sigh . wonderfull yet loving .sacrificing yet the same loving . till death , yes . they are . to u and to me .
under estimate them , never will i ,
for the things they did , for the love they sacrifice .
for no return . for no return .
through all this process , they are getting older and older .
it is indeed the turn for us to take care of them and the same time to play their role , as PARENTS .
it is a routine , i would say .this is how love flows .
though sometimes they are abit nagging and indeed demanding ,
but all they care is for our own good , for our so called future .
so , bear with it . it is not gonna kill you,take your life or something .
recall the hardship your parents gone through to raise u,
and this is how u treat them ,yelling at them , throwing tantrums at them ,
calling them to get out of your life , telling them u will be better without them .
heartaching , for the pain they undergo all these years to raise u.
this is what they get ?
the odd part is , i sometimes get to understand my parents as time passes .
parents again . not long lasting . treasure them .as they will eventually die .
their love , yet will forever be remembered .i love my parents . so do u .